WHAT THE HELL IS ALL THIS FUCKING CRAP DOING IN MY WORLD!!?! Brain-washed cults deciding the daily lives of millions, increasing fuel prices because no one can agree on alternative energy sources, poverty and death world-wide, madmen running empires, murderers and rapists getting away with it, corruption at the highest possible levels, babies dying in their cribs, nobody caring about the next generation, the lack of braeburn apples in my kitchen, moral judgements thrown out the window, national pride, focusing on the achievements of just a few when so many deserve praise, no real space program to speak of, everybody out for their own little monkeysphere, thoughtless massacres of life...
WHAT THE HELLIS WRONG WITH EVERYBODY!!!Does no one out in this stupid twisted place agree with me when I say that there are people in this world who deserve to die the most painful death imaginable an eternity of times? We're squating on a single ball of rock slinging through space at the mercy of anything even a tenth of its size, our source of light and heat is a time-bomb that we seem to be determined to beat to the punch by eradicating all trace of ourselves way before it finally explodes. We know next to nothing about the deepest parts of the seas and the densest jungles but that's all OKEY DOKEY HUNKY DORY because THEY AREN'T GOING TO BE THERE MUCH LONGER ANYWAY!!!!!
And instead of trying to improve our lot in life and extend our chances of existing by spreading throughout the galaxy we all seem to decide that all of that mucky business should be left up to the fabled "next generation" of complete idiots who will do nothing more than leave it to their children to sort out in turn, the only time when we might seriously get down to leaving the planet is when it becomes public knowledge that the world will be eradicated within the next six months...but there's no need to worry because we're all going to be long dead by then anyway right?
Tell me why there are still beings who are the very epitome of scum in existence. Tell me why we let complete idiots have control of weapons that would wipe the earth clean. Tell me why propaganda and censorship need to be used. Tell me why there are children being born into loveless families. Tell me why those with the power to do something don't. Tell me why people are willing to die. Tell me why they're willing to kill. Tell me why things like heroin and cocaine are sweeping the streets. Tell me why cancer sticks are still in fashion. Tell me why ingesting a depressant is considered a good night out. Tell me why I don't just kill myself out of despair. Tell me why age seems to make things more true. Tell me why people buy into religion...
I feel...bad, today I mean. Not miserable, depressed, angry...none of those, just bad. Like that feeling you get when your going to be sick, only in the head.
I don't write about current events much, if ever. It's because there's nothing much in the outside world to really catch my interest, and when there is then other people can write about it so much better than I can.
I'm not going to take any steps at all to fix any of those points I brought up. This is because I am a lazy and unmotivated git, I get upset like this because it makes me feel better, like giving a fiver to charity does for most people.
Shadowadler? He's got the misfortune of being a decent block (edit: BLOKE, BLOKE I MEANT!!!! Well shit... Mataspore), gets along with almost anyone that I can think of. Don't know if he's ever going to change the world, but I do get the feeling that he might be able to make a small piece of it better...that's if he ever manages to sort out that frankly weird list of priorities he keeps in his head.
Buzzy? I hesitate to pass judgement here because I havn't spent as much time around her as I have Scuzz and Shadow...
Scuzz? Heh...well here's the thing, I don't know. All jokes aside if by some miracle he did wind up running the world then I'm fairly certain life in general would improve for all concerned, then again I've never been too good at reading people...
Music makes the knives fall down...
Mataspore
